Tough days...

Some days are just plain hard. Today is one of those days for me. I can't stop thinking about the "what if's" and missing that little angel. I have to try and remember the good things, his smile, that wondeful laugh, the funny faces he would make when he was constipated! LOL! He loved chocolate pudding, most of it would be on his face but it was his favorite! I love to remember seeing him sleeping on Papa, all snuggled in and so relaxed. I loved the reaction he would have when he would see me come into the room, so excited and BIG smiles! I wish we would have taken more pictures, wish we would have bought a video camera and so many other things that can't be changed now.
I miss you baby boy! I a