I know I am a few days late. I ended up unexpectedly spending Thanksgiving in Idaho with my wonderful Father and mother-in-law. Once again I was reminded that we should never take for granted the time we have with the people we love. Any day could be our last. I had dreams of Mason all night last night, sure do wish he was here eating turkey with us. His favorite was mashed potatoes though. A family in our community had to say goodbye to their beautiful little boy just before the holiday. For them, this season will never be the same. My heart is aching for them as they begin this painful journey. I so wish that no one would ever have to go through the pain of losing a child. I wish I had words of advice to offer them that would make it easier but I don't. It never seems to get easier. The pain~ well, it is always there. Somehow we learn how to function in spite of it but it never goes away. Tonite I am in that "I just want to curl up in a ball and cry for hours" mood. I am tired of hurting and tired of missing that baby boy and I just want to hug him and smell hm again. That is just tonight though. Tomorrow I will put on my strong face, head off to work and pretend to be just like everyone else. Tomorrow.
11/25/2012 02:30:40 pm
shana i know ur heart is aching and i could not imagine going through what u did that little guy was loved by u and ur fam so much god needed an angel so he called him home u are a enerous person u have heped many f families and for that u have earned a spot in heavin with mason i know it love u friend
11/25/2012 02:45:26 pm
Thank you my friend <3 It will be better tomorrow, just having a weak moment. Love you too!
12/24/2012 10:26:45 pm
Hi Shana It's Christmas mourning 2012 and I was thinking about our little angel Mason so I turned to his foundation to see all that his life has done since we all lost him. Christmas is about the birth of a child and this little man is singing out loud and walking with all the children who have left us for many reasons we find hard to under stand. Now I see I,ve got to get busy and keep my word and help out so his foundation can keep helping others
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